You know what I want?
I want someone to take care of Dean.
I want someone to pull Dean into a hug and say “It’s okay. You don’t have to do anything right now. You don’t have to make any decisions right now. You can rest.”
I need someone to hold Dean and let him know that he is valued. That he is loved.
I would love for that person to be Cas. But right now I don’t know if Cas is capable of that, because he’s so broken.
They both are.
But I really need someone to take care of Dean because he’s spent his entire life taking care of other people and no one has done that for him.
#who is sam winchester? #we just don’t know
Sorry, let me go get that other person who threw himself into an eternity with two pissed off archangels because he loved his brother so much, and who told him that he “saw light” at the end of the tunnel.
OH YEAH. SPN IS ON MY DASH AGAIN. UGH, OKAY.
Sam Winchester is, for the most part, of self-serving, self-centered twat. I don’t know about AFTER season 5, but before that, he didn’t give much of a shit about comforting Dean or understanding Dean,.
Dean needed affection and someone to give a shit about him, since the whole world revolved around Sam - which is fine, I suppose, it was plot. What kind of hurts my face about the first post is (and once again, I did not watch anything after season five) was all of season four NOT Castiel being that comfort for him? Being that person that only gave a shit about Dean and how he felt?
I’m PRETTY sure he disobeyed and betrayed Heaven, - his comfort zone, family, home, etc. - killed angels who he refers to as brothers, had his entire world view shattered, semi-fell, died a couple times… you know, all because Dean asked him to, and because he wanted to take care of Dean, and because he believed in Dean, and you know, as he said, it was just all for him and shit. Castiel went from blind faith and servitude to Heaven and God, and then went to blind love and servitude to Dean.
Now, did Dean appreciate it? Or did Dean just keep expecting more, or better from Castiel?
Let’s go with the one that makes him sound like an asshole.
He appreciated Castiel about as much as Sam had appreciated him up to that point.
I don’t know about anything after all the Lucy/Michael shenanigans, and maybe Sam’s less of an asshole. In fact, I’d be more inclined to like him over Dean, since he at least never did exactly what he hated being done to him.
So if Dean needs a fucking hug in these recent season, then as far as I’m concerned, he can hug his fucking self.
If Cas needs a hug (which I imagine he does, considering all the emotional turmoil and being COMPLETELY ALONE through it), well…I dunno. I guess he can hug Sam? I like to think Sam maybe got a little better.
Otherwise I’m BAFFLED at there being so many seasons now if the Winchester brothers are both complete twats.
Congrats for the dumbest post I’ve seen all week and that’s no small thing.